Friday, February
1, 2008
QueQui QuintanaRoo
Newspaper
Positive Mind
Past pain:
dissolving the
pain-body
As long as you are
unable to access the
power of the Now,
every emotional pain
that you experience
leaves behind a
residue of pain that
lives on in you. It
merges with the pain
from the past, which
was already there,
and becomes lodged
in your mind and
body. This, of
course, includes the
pain you suffered as
a child, caused by
the unconsciousness
of the world into
which you were born.
This accumulated
pain is a negative
energy field that
occupies your body
and mind. If you
look on it as an
invisible entity in
its own right, you
are getting quite
close to the truth.
It’s the emotional
pain-body. It has
two modes of being:
dormant and active.
A pain-body may be
dormant 90 percent
of the time; in a
deeply unhappy
person, though, it
may be active up to
100 percent of the
time. Some people
live almost entirely
through their
pain-body, while
others may
experience it only
in certain
situations, such as
intimate
relationships, or
situations linked
with past loss or
abandonment,
physical or
emotional hurt, and
so on. Anything can
trigger it,
particularly if it
resonates with a
pain pattern from
your past. When it
is ready to awaken
from its dormant
stage, even a
thought or an
innocent remark made
by someone close to
you can activate it.
Some pain-bodies are
obnoxious but
relatively harmless,
for example life a
child who won’t stop
whining. Others are
vicious and
destructive
monsters, true
demons. Some are
physically violent;
many more are
emotionally violent.
Some will attack
people around you or
close to you, while
others may attack
you, their host.
Thoughts and
feelings you have
about your life then
become deeply
negative and
self-destructive.
Illnesses and
accidents are often
created in this way.
Some pain-bodies
drive their hosts to
suicide.
When you thought you
knew a person and
then you are
suddenly confronted
with this alien,
nasty creature for
the first time, you
are in for quite a
shock. However, it’s
more important to
observe it in
yourself than in
someone else. Watch
out for any sign of
unhappiness in
yourself, in
whatever form – it
may be the awakening
pain-body. This can
take the form of
irritation,
impatience, a somber
mood, a desire t
hurt, anger, rage,
depression, a need
to have some drama
in your
relationship, and so
on. Catch it the
moment it awakens
from its dormant
state.
The pain-body wants
to survive, just
like every other
entity in existence,
and it can only
survive if it gets
you to unconsciously
identify with it. It
can then rise up,
take you over,
“become you,” and
live through you. It
needs to get its
“food” through you.
It will feed on any
experience that
resonates with its
own kind of energy,
anything that
creates further pain
in whatever form:
anger,
destructiveness,
hatred, grief,
emotional drama,
violence, and even
illness. So the
pain-body, when it
has taken you over,
will create a
situation in your
life that reflects
back its own energy
frequency for it to
feed on. Pain can
only feed on pain.
Pain cannot feed on
joy. It finds it
quite indigestible.
Once the pain-body
has taken you over,
you want more pain.
You become a victim
or a perpetrator.
You want to inflict
pain, or you want to
suffer pain, or
both. There isn’t
really much
difference between
the two. You are not
conscious of this,
of course, and will
vehemently claim
that you do not want
pain. But look
closely and you will
find that your
thinking and
behavior are
designed to keep the
pain going, for
yourself and others.
If you were truly
conscious of it, the
pattern would
dissolve, for to
want more pain is
insanity, and nobody
is consciously
insane.
The pain-body, which
is the dark shadow
cast by the ego, is
actually afraid of
the light of your
consciousness. It is
afraid of being
found out. Its
survival depends on
your unconscious
identification with
it, as well as on
your unconscious
fear of facing the
pain that lives in
you. But if you
don’t face it, if
you don’t bring the
light of your
consciousness into
the pain, you will
be forced to relive
it again and again.
The pain-body may
seem to your life a
dangerous monster
that you cannot bear
to look at, but I
assure you that it
is an insubstantial
phantom that cannot
prevail against the
power of your
presence.
Some spiritual
teachings state that
all pain is
ultimately an
illusion, and this
is true. The
question is: Is it
true for you? A mere
belief doesn’t make
it true. Do you want
to experience pain
for the rest of your
life and keep saying
that it is an
illusion? Does that
free you from the
pain? What we are
concerned with here
is how you can
realize this truth –
that is, make it
real in your own
experience.
So the pain-body
doesn’t want you to
observe it directly
and see it for what
it is. The moment
you observe it, feel
its energy field
within you, and take
your attention into
it, the
identification is
broken. A higher
dimension of
consciousness has
come in. I call it
presence. You are
now the witness or
the watcher of the
pain-body. This
means that it cannot
use you anymore by
pretending to be
you, and it can no
longer replenish
itself through you.
You have found your
own innermost
strength. You have
accessed the power
of Now. Eckhart
Tolle
The man who knows,
also knows that
existence is one.
Its expressions are
millions but the
spirit that
expresses, is the
same. It is one
godliness with an
infinite variety of
creations.. -Osho
The beauty of
this process
Diksha/Oneness
Blessing is a
transfer of Divine
energy which helps
us to disidentify
from conflict and
suffering, taking us
to states of inner
peace, joy,
happiness and
Oneness
Diksha energy is
universal & useful
in all spiritual
traditions.
It enhances our
ability to connect
from the Heart with
the Divine & with
all of the people
that we love.
Many report that
after receiving
Diksha = Oneness
Blessing they
experience healing
on all levels, as
well as powerful and
ongoing spiritual
awakening. Most
people are seeking
harmony and joy. We
have discovered that
it is possible for
everybody to live in
that state of inner
freedom, even
permanently.
Oneness Blessing
initiates a process
of awakening the
Divine Presence
within you; taking
you towards Oneness,
and enabling you to
see the reality of
what you are in
every moment. Also
healing your body,
your relationships,
and recognizing the
divinity in the
experience of the
present moment….
Conscious awakening
is the ability to
see reality as it
is, without the
layers of
interference and
interpretation
imposed by the mind.
It is a simple
neurobiological
event, and can
happen
instantaneously.
Conscious awakening
is peeling off the
layers of
interpretation from
any given event. To
the enlightened
person, life becomes
very ordinary. You
walk, and you are
walking. You eat,
and you are eating.
Enlightenment is not
about having
extraordinary
experiences so much
as recognizing that
each ordinary moment
is extraordinary in
itself.
Before, there were a
thousand
interpretations in
the mind for
everything you
experienced. Now,
there is only the
experience.
In this Divine state
you consciously
experience your
divine self and
become one with God.
This can be
experienced as a
great explosion of
love or joy, which
is much more
profound than any
worldly pleasure.
When someone reaches
this state of being,
this connection with
God, the Divine, the
Absolute, they will
surely have achieved
the ultimate that
being on this earth
can offer.
You, your freedom
and your liberation
is what is most
important to me.
Experiences
These are some
experiences from the
Mexican Armed Forces
who have received
Diksha/Oneness
Blessing:
CABO INF. GALDINO
CRUZ HERNÁNDEZ.
My dear Alexis
Please allow me to
tell you that I was
quite surprised with
the manner that you
express yourself;
full of great magic
& true feeling. I
want you to know
that I now feel much
more open in my mind
and with an improved
attitude. I can
testify that as of
right now, I truly
feel much better in
my mind and soul.
You are the best of
them all. “EXCELLENT
WORK”
SGTO.2/o. INF.
VALENTIN HILARIO DE
LEON.
Tonight I arrived
very tired and
stressed when
entering the area
where the conference
was held by the
young lady Alexis.
During the
relaxation exercise,
not knowing exactly
how to explain it, I
felt my body enter
into an intense
state of relaxation
and rest. When I
closed my eyes, I
started to observe
different colors,
and by the end of
the exercise when
exiting the area of
the conference, I
felt very different,
deeply relaxed and
with a new desire to
move ahead with my
life.
